Yet another year---awaiting it!!!

So! yet another year is passing by…In the introduction, happy new year to all…may this year bring more safety, prosperity and solidarity to one and all. I say this as I think these are the prime necessities of the hour…
Somehow, all the celebrations seem to be muted down by some amount...Which is a thing of pride, what with top notch actresses canceling their performances abroad and in India et al...People in Mumbai seem to be overcoming the terror attacks but I am glad that one month and beyond our memory has strengthened so as to not forget them...Yeah!may be we are leading to somewhere…
Basically I am a person who likes calm celebrations—without much dhinchak… (Though I am a bit hyper active at time) but then this is a time where everyone should be aware and alert of what is happening around and act thus… I won’t say that all sorts of NEW YEAR celebrations should be halted or banned, but they should be done in a careful and calm manner, pertaining to our unsteady socio-economic conditions…
I am not at all being pessimistic (who wants to start the new year on a sad note)…but some how, compared to all the previous new years that I have celebrated…this one does not make me get up and say or think that lets rock it and party hard or something similar to that. May be that is a bit sickening and depressing for all those who are in high spirits—I am sorry to hurt your feelings, guys, excuse me for that—But then that’s what my mind and heart think and convey to me…not at all being philosophical—its what I feel yaar…

This may be due to the terror blasts or due to my mentally unstable thought process (I am completely normal. You see there is a time when you just don’t feel like doing anything. May be that is what is happening to me right now) confusion or anything else under the sun…
Lets just say that I am not enthusiastic enough…That being the case, does not mean that I am depressed and down under about the arrival of the new 365 daysJ..
I am very much optimistic…I expect that the dawn of the New Year will lessen our problems—the ones we are facing as a whole and a society…My own decision making troubles, I want to overcome them and improve myself-- intellectually and personally..
I want all the people all over the world to be happy (ah! that will be a splendid new year wish to come true—hard to be true though as they say—you cannot make all ends meet—sigh!)
I want to be more matured as an individual and want to make the best of all opportunities that come my way. Want to exploit all the potential that I possess—whatever little that might be—and also expecting an overall improvement in the pertaining conditions…

Surely enough—I am certainly awaiting the new dawn…
Happy new year to one and all again!!!